This pain deeply in me
This pain deeply in my heart
This pain deeply in my soul
come over and over again
This pain kills me slowly
it causes a wound. It bleeds;
sometimes strongly; sometimes weakly
However, it bleeds and bleeds and keeps me up every night.
A wound which would never heal.
So often i have thought about it. Nevertheless,
nothing has made amends. All these pain
destroy my life. Destroy me.
Completely alone I stand there in the rain
surrounded by darkness; coated from shadow.
Now black is my blood.
Black is my soul.
Black is my love and also
my desire.

Nila ❤